Alright. So we went over what happened during Inktober. Apparently things have gone from okay and upbeat to literal hell in just 2 weeks after. I'm dealing with a lot of serious issues with my family and its becoming a big weight and toll on me. Its emotionally draining and on top of worrying about employment (i have a plan all figured out and everything, and financially i'm doing fine, i just don't like being out of a job for long...OR AT ALL), i have to worry about this big dick in my ass for a while depending on how this situation is going to go down. Needless to say, i haven't been to well to produce art and even want to, but i need to. I have to, its the one of the many things i kept with me all my life that actually keeps me happy and gives me something positive in return, and i also got this far, so i ain't giving it up. That, and also you guys. I don't mind a small audience, i love every fan i get and i appreciate you all, even if there's only a few of you, you guys keep me going when i'm down and help me, encourage me to do it, because i'm not going to give up art, but man can i go on a hiatus. Now with all that sob story drama out of the way, i'm hoping to get employed soon once i'm back from thanksgiving break this week. I have plans to get that taken care of and the shit going on with my family as well. I just wanted to update you all, you deserve to hear back from me and i'm sorry my introvert ass can't communicate better, i'm working on that, and i will get better instead of getting overwhelmed or feeling i have nothing to present or its not good enough or whatever the excuse may be for me not posting/showing up at least once a week, let alone often with a reply.
Again, i appreciate every watch, comment and things you guys do for me and i'll be back with a more strict, if not decent schedule for the remainder of the year and onward!~